I watched this cloud the other night. I stared at it for quite a while and wish I could have done it for a while more. It was maybe the most perfect cloud I ever saw, though I mean perfect in all the imperfect ways.
It wasn't a particularly noticeable cloud, by any of our beauty standards. It wasn't symmetrical, it wasn't overly thin or overly tall, it wasn't just the right color, it didn't have a strong consistency. I'm not even sure you could call it a cloud. It was more like a collection of teardrop communities, floating together in the sky like crowds at a music festival, carried by the sounds of the wind, the chaotic algorithms and mathematics of the atmosphere putting on a show.
Photo by Maria Sprow/ Copyright Artinistic
But this cloud, it had a soul. You could see it, right there in front of you, changing and growing and becoming and transforming, but still this one soul with a million pieces, existing. Watching. Being.
Now, I've seen a lot of clouds in my day. I've always taken the time to notice the clouds, especially at night, when they glow against the darkness. When I go outside at night, I look up. I can't help it and don't want to stop it. It keeps me balanced, reminds me that there's an axis, shows me that there's just so much blink-and-you'll-miss-it, once-in-a-lifetime beauty right there for the taking. No two cloudy skies, no two sunsets, no two sunrises, no two seconds, will ever be exactly the same.
Photo by Maria Sprow/ Copyright Artinistic
But this cloud, it was special. It lived. A full life, right then and there, before my eyes. It was created, it transformed and then it dissipated.
It was a shapeshifter. A creature from another world, a magical beast. It started off with two ears, a nose, an eye: A goat before it grew to become a cow that became a fish feeding on algae that became a giant sea turtle carrying a home on its back that became a sailboat riding the rough ocean seas that became a whale that became a hot air balloon flying through the sky.
Photo by Maria Sprow/ Copyright Artinistic
This cloud: It was always something, and it was always something different. It was all those things at one time and all those things in time and all those things one at a time. It was a definition of infinity, an artistic expression, a hundred different stories. It was what every other cloud wants to be: not a perspiration, but an inspiration.
It nearly kills me that I don't have a timelapse of it to watch over and over and over again. All I have is my memory of it - though my memory does tend to make things better and better. It might be a problem.
Photo by Maria Sprow / Copyright Artinistic.
Look up as often as you can. You never know what you’ll see.